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well idk what to do. im in a situation in my life that involves a girl.idk what it is but i have issues committing to a girl.i jus seen so many mistakes and been threw so my mistakes with woman that i choose not to be committed.i like her alot omost too much n im jus trying to fight it.i knew the girl since i was 16.shes not perfect she has her down falls like she reacts to thing late like shes a bit slow but i think its from all that weed and its got her a bit burnt out or so i think it does.that another thing the weed issue i hate drugs of any kind i dont do any myself jus drink here and there but i dont think its a drug in my view and i barley drink alot cause i only drink on occasions.sometimes we get quiet and barley have anything to speak of.she is a total opposite of me but its funny cause opposites do attract idk ill see what happens its probably jus lust who knows lets see where fate goes from here...
battles and over coming downfalls
so its been a while since i wrote in here i don't even think anyone ever pays attention to these journals but i feel the need to do this for self purpose but yea i figure i break that streak of bad moods in these journals so to start its been a tough yr for me a lot has happened over time with stress but i manage to over come and keep my head held high to start i moved in back with my parents well i helped buy them a house so in a way im not a bottom feeder with most who live there parents now this came at price with a family member getting himself in trouble and causing my fams a lot a trouble i gave up my own place with my room mates to he
use to it by now so wat else is new
yea so wat else is new nothing jus da same old bullshit same old walk n dance...so yea still no job i thought i landed 1 but im starting to think dat i failed dat one too this would be job 6 after a interview...im not too proud to admit that but there should be a record somewhere for as many easy fuck ups...then some chick wants a relationship wit me but yea she stands me up...lovely...n ppl wounder y im single n i want to remain that way...i think i herd from a old skool friend a failing relationship is like picking up glass to fix wats broken if u continue ur only jus cutting your self so its best left alone...i thought that sounded pretty
WTF!!!
WTF is it with some woman now in days thinking oh u only want me for sex or thinking someone is trying to hook up with them when all a person wants is a friend JEESH i say this because some girl i just wanted to be friends with had this stupid idea that i was trying to hook up with her and me being a not so good looking dude as well she completely disfriended me cause she thought i had a bit of interest ok its not fuking like dat if i wanted to try to hook up u would fuking know now in days its been alot like dat with woman in general mostly the pretty stuck up bitches they need to clean out the shit in there heads and get ova them self's grr
just trying....
man could this day get more terrible....these are one of those days u just wana jus sleep threw without wakening up....i get bad days but this is the worst of them all...what bothers me more is how useless i feel....i could not even past a simple test that should be nothing for me for a job....i got no job...im at square 1....i cant even help my own family...hearing arguments on how there are ppl in this house hold who dont have jobs are doing nothing does not make me feel good....losing money n putting up with a irresponsible company is very ridiculous...having my ps3 burn out and trying to find a way to fork out 150 to fix it sucks alot...n
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